love me or hate me.....

so,here i am...wanted to tell many things..many hidden qualities of mine,many fascinating things abt myhself...people often at first glance consider me a simple innocent indian girl..nah..nothing wrong..am simple but often they dont come to know abt my potential coz i dnt believe in showoffs..n thru the passage of time...they explore my qualities...which fascinates them towards me or drive them off in the opposite path..the j factor(jealousy) may be there...wateva ..i dun care...
i am nw a young woman of 20..n wen i luk back...i just have 5-6 good friends who are girls...while i have 15-20 good friends who are guys..despite of having studied in a girls skul n being over reserved widthe guys...
watever...i want to be helped by my friends...doesnt matter if they are guys..i am not at all gender biased..hmmm but i do get hurted...even after havin such long terms wid my frnz(gals)..they dont even care...been good to them..been supprtive in watever the conditions wid them had bee...no attitude despite being successful than dem..girls get me wrong coz i have more frnds who r guys...but i cant help it...its been 3 yrs since i m being flooded wid proposals..many of guys who r my goodfrnds wanna b myh bfs..since ages they`ve been waitin for my yes...is dat the reason 4 wat they tend to b myh frnz...dat means the day ill get into serious affair..even they wud betray me...
watever...the point is if i am good to others y r they not dat good to me..ive been successful only coz of myh hardwork n helping attitude..y dont they just try to do the same..therz no point being jealous...
well therz still a lot to do...just wanna say love me or hate..i wud always b da same stupid sweet stuti..ready to help n care for others...dats myh promise...!!!!