no time for love........

ok...THIS blog is specially dedicated to someone special in myh life n moreover who has made my life even more special!!!!...i really want comments on dis blog of mine..bcoz improvement is the thing which i always believe in...
So..typin about him...my heart is filled with love and gratitude...my sweetheart friend...whoz always been there...throughout the ups n downs of my life..honey it wud really be a rare chance that u wud read this blog of mine...i wud not be happy rather if u read dis...coz there r many untold truths n i dnt have plan to tell them either..
hmmm...so talkin about my handsome hunk.....hez one of the smartest guy ive ever seen..the very first time i saw him..i was like ..this guy is only for me!!!!!!..i still remember that day...me preparing hard for pmt`s...he drudgin hard for IIT`s...nw am being nostalgic..
so sweetheart...u really dont know wt wonders uve done on me...its just coz of u...dat am awake 1 am in da nite..n reckoning abt u..missing u like anything...each moment ive spent wid u is so very precious for me..n uve been someone whoz played roles of so many relations....uve been like my fiend,bestfrnd,boyfriend, father brother(dont laugh)..hez guided me like them...everything.
its now 3 years that i am maly in love with you..but i wud neva tell u dis sweetie coz i knw therz nt a future possibility for us of being more than friends ..{for readers:its coz hez an engineer n m a doctor)..my parents wud go for a medico match..n i cant afford to break their heart for anyone..uve been always proposing me but its difficult for me to say yes...
doesnt matters...but u wud always remain as my first crush!!....n true love..
i remember those teeenage days..goshh..wohi yaadein...dat time me was a small girl who dint knw wat luv is...only used to feel disheartened..n bad...wen she dint used to c u for days...n whose start used to smile seeing one site of urs..every single moment i spend wid u...is so special..u r the person who bought colours in my life...ur smile,energy,intelligence,stupid talks,feku behaviour,love for me....especially the patience has drived me crazy.i am ur admirer..u know i am in love with you...!!..muahhhha..thnx for being in myh life!!n one more thing u r so handsome...and u knw wat i lost myh heart ,a 3.5 yrs back,the very firSt time i saw u...n seriously ive not yet got it back...luv u....
Urs STUTI